If there’s anything I’ve learned, it’s to like everybody and trust no one.
So they say life gives a lot of changes that only your heart can ever recognize. Life is not always good, and never simple. So your only choice? Do you stay, or do you let it swallow you whole?
So I’m back.. though I think nobody missed since I have not been a religious blogger. But I will be now. Trying, at least… I figured since I’m so talkative, might as well put it to good use right?
Anyway, 2011 was such a game changer for me:
- Went back to school.
- Moved to Marikina.
- Mastered the art of commuting.
- Celebrated our first anniversary (I love you, Lauro!)
- Resigned and got a new job.
- Lost some people, gained new ones.
I have admitted to myself that 2011 was not a “happy” year, simply because it wasn’t easy. I’ve experienced my lowest of lows, and was blessed with some of the highest moments in my life. So since it’s my 25th this 2012, I wanna make it better. Make it count.
Needless to say, I have more sh*t to learn. And right now, I have tons of work to do. Ta-ta!
I love :)
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Since everybody’s doing resolutions, let’s join the bandwagon. Ayoko naman na sabihin sakin ng mga tao na ang corny ko, ayokong makisalo sa “holiday spirit” So here we go:
- Keep ONLY those that mean so much :)
- Massage every month
- Vet visit for the dogs - every 3 months
- Open and maintain my bank account (PS: don’t get the ATM)
- Go back to school - MBA
- Finally color my hair
- Get the tattoo/s that I want
- Go back to Kick/boxing
- Buy a bike and go biking na din
- Go to the beach for vacation
- Go to HK for my birthday!
- End my year out of debt
What else? I think that’s it. Other than that I think I’ll be fine this year. I just hope my money will go to those worthy of what I work for everyday.
I’ve been really proud of myself of how I transformed last year. I was right back to who I used to be, and better. I knew what was right and I stayed there. I did it and look where it got me. look how my year ended…. with a bang! I guess you can say that for those who feel that they have nowhere to go, honey, this is your chance!
Thank you 2010, you’ve been a real epic story for me. I’m afraid 2011 has better plans for all of us here.
THE WINDOW IS WIDE OPEN. Go get a life! Cheers to you!
If you run away from me baby, I’ll run after you..
There’s this part of me that wanders off while I work on my endless list of things to do. To think I have the f***king list in front of me to remind me that i have a ZILLION things to do and my iTouch in full blast to set the mood and lock me in the moment. Somehow, I still get to escape and rest on one thought: Lauro.
It’s funny that I’m with him every single day since we started dating and months after, I still feel like it’s the first day we were laughing so hard for such a long time, we said our I LOVE YOU’s right after. The first day we sat and stared at each other till I leaned over and kissed him, our first kiss.
It’s those moments that keep locking in my head that makes everything so sweet. it just makes everything better. It just makes me forget all the bad things. That everything will be okay. That I’m exactly where I should be.
It’s like our first grocery trip, and I got mad because he didn’t follow the “per aisle” rule and “stick to the list” commandment. We ended up going back and forth, and over buying. He was laughing the whole time and I was mad and falling in love at the same time. It’s stupid isn’t it? To fight over my grocery shopping preferences? But if we weren’t in that moment at that time, we wouldn’t be back at the grocery every week giggling and falling in love with each other and at the memory of the “grocery fight”.
YOU’RE EXACTLY WHERE YOU SHOULD BE.
I’ve been told by people to never waste your tears on pain. Use them for the good times, the best moments and with special people. I’ve cried for how many times today. Not because we were fighting. But because of his every stare, and how he would hold me and tell me “I love you” and mean it, it just takes my breath away.
You don’t understand how you got so lucky, to find that person. All I did was talk to him and we both fell in love. I say something, he finds me funny. I make faces, he copies me and we laugh. I cry, he holds me closer. I tell him I’m tired, he knows exactly what to do to make me laugh. We can sit down and have one iTouch (and charger), we’re all set. That someone, you’ve been waiting for, so you end up crying and thanking Him for that blessing.
About being sure. About saying exactly what you want to say, no filters, no editing, no BS. This is by far the most unorganized literary work I’ve ever done. I just rambled on, I have more work to do because of this, and Lauro’s going to kill me if he finds out I’m STILL not sleeping on time. But I share the love, just so you can find yours and share it with others.
I hope like me, you’ll find your better half. I tell you, it’s the most amazing feeling in the world.